So I’m trying to reconnect with my friends. When I moved to oakland I stopped being in contact with some of my closest friends just because I’m busy and stressed and I’m also really horrible at texting. But I’m trying to fix that. There’s some people in corona that I really miss and have made a conncection with and I really don’t want to lose that. Yeah its sappy and shit but I don’t care. I have to keep in touch with the friends I have, yaknow? Burp. Okay bye.
The thought of trying to meet new people gives me the worst anxiety ever. It really sucks. Like my stomach gets all tight and i start sweating and i get nervous and it’s just really shitty. Why can’t i be one of those fun girls that can talk to everyone easily and just have a good time. I over analyze everything. I read into people’s body language, and the way their eyes look when they’re watching something, and that’s usually how i determine if someone is going to be worth actually starting a conversation with. It may not even be that I have social anxiety or what the fuck ever. I may just be done with people. After working in retail for so long you really start to hate people. And i mean hate. Like if i go into work and i find out that i’m cashiering i just want to cry, Cashiering means i have to talk to almost every single person who comes in the store, and it’s like i don’t have the energy to make conversation with someone who treats me like a robot and not an actual fucking human being. Fuck man. I don’t even know why im writing this.
why leak nudes when you can leak the word of our Lord and Savior
because nudes are real
